Dear one,
I see you and all that you have been trying so far to gain acknowledgment, praise, and a feeling of acceptance and belonging from the outside. I see that you have been studying and working hard, that you have always given your best. Nevertheless, it still did not feel as if it were enough. You have suffered from sleeping problems to digestive issues, from incredible tension in your jaw to this deep pain of not knowing where you belong. Your anxiety, always looking to the left and right to determine whether you are doing things "right," has been present for so long, and I guess you did not even notice that it was there. It is in the moments of deep calm after going through so many internal emotional states and processes that I have come to learn that anxiety is not normal. And that there is this place of deep calm and trust within you.
From all my heart, with all my love, I would like to share with you what I have come to experience in the last few years, as I wish I had known or heard of these things earlier.
May they touch your heart, may they support you in remembering who you are, and may they shine light on your path back home.
With all my unconditional love to you,
Me
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